the one that got away.....are they the one that realy got away, or was it just not meant to be?? how often do you ask yourself that question?? i am 19 and i have only had one boyfriend in my life... i loved him so much that i let myself get so caught up, He was the one that when i was with him he made me feel like no one else existed just me and him it was the most amazing feeling ever.... may of 2009 we met we were together for 3 months then he wanted to move in with me.... i said yes we lived together for 6 weeks then he went back to brazil, we were supposed to break up in auguet when he left, but we fell in love and couldn't do. He said he would be back in december... but truthfuly i knew he wouldn't be back.. it is march now and yet he is not back and doesn't plan on coming back to New Zealand anytime soon.. i booked my tickets in december to go see him in brazil in april 2010, last week i had a message from him that he broke up with me... i am still going to see him in brazil but just as friends... was he the one that got away or was it not meant to be...sometimes i wonder if i will ever feel the way about another guy the same way he made me feel....he was special and he will always be in my heart.... but for now i'm going to stay single i have stuff to do in my life that i can't have people holding me back... this trip to brazil will be the final time i see him and i will cry my heart out, but i think it will be good for me to say a final good bye to him, maybe make me move on with life a lot easyer.....